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At first glance, you might be mistaking infatuation with love. I know i have been. When you really love someone, you need to put forth all the effort that you can give in order to get to know them and make it work. 

I myself have been looking forward to meet that soulmate who i have been looking for all of my life. It has been a lonely ride especially since i lost the source of my inspiration (infatuation) back in highschool, the apple of my eyes back in college and the first love (or was it) when i did not pursue or let the girl of my dreams know how i really felt about her until i found out that she was already taken and now engaged. My heart was broken and smashed when i heard the news. I never knew if i could ever get the courage that i needed to start a new one. 

Right now i have not seen that one single person who would really make me happy just by looking at her. When i get to meet her, i will make sure to cherish every moment with her. But first, i need to have the courage to tell her exactly how i feel. I fear rejection the most. I hate hearing “NO” whenever i make even 1 simple request. This has been the one main reason why i have not been able to meet my soulmate or had a steady relationship.

I am now putting my heart and love on my sleeve. I know this is gonna be a big step but i do hope that this will pay off big time. I’m really scared that i get to lose someone again and never had a chance to hear her “YES or NO” when i get to ask her if she would like to be the one for me..

How would you know if that special someone that you’re looking for is right in front of your very own eyes? Sometimes the one we cherish the most are the ones who do not even care to look us in the eye. The ones who really care for us are the ones that we ignore and do not give attention to when needed. Sometimes i just wish that if someone likes me, i prefer hearing it directly from them instead of them giving out mixed signals coz i am bad at getting it or interpreting them.

I have been hurt too many times that i think it wouldn’t hurt anymore if i ever get rejected again. Sometimes i think i’d just be a bachelor all my life but then again it kills me seeing happy couples with their kids out in the park having fun. I also wished to start a family of my own and give them the best quality of life possible.

The road is long and life moves on.. I know that as i go through my journey in life, i will get to meet up with that special someone whom i will be spending the rest of life with. Sometimes i think that time is starting to take its toll on me but i am positive that my soulmate is right there, maybe in front of me, looking me in the eye or just standing in the corner of the room looking at me from a distance. As what some friends told me, the right person and the right time will come… you just need to wait for it.

I’m Gonna Make A Change,
For Once In My Life
It’s Gonna Feel Real Good,
Gonna Make A Difference
Gonna Make It Right . . .

As I, Turn Up The Collar On My
Favourite Winter Coat
This Wind Is Blowin’ My Mind
I See The Kids In The Street,
With Not Enough To Eat
Who Am I, To Be Blind?
Pretending Not To See
Their Needs
A Summer’s Disregard,
A Broken Bottle Top
And A One Man’s Soul
They Follow Each Other On
The Wind Ya’ Know
‘Cause They Got Nowhere
To Go
That’s Why I Want You To
Know

I’m Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
I’m Asking Him To Change
His Ways
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself, And
Then Make A Change)
(Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah)

I’ve Been A Victim Of A Selfish
Kind Of Love
It’s Time That I Realize
That There Are Some With No
Home, Not A Nickel To Loan
Could It Be Really Me,
Pretending That They’re Not
Alone?

A Willow Deeply Scarred,
Somebody’s Broken Heart
And A Washed-Out Dream
(Washed-Out Dream)
They Follow The Pattern Of
The Wind, Ya’ See
Cause They Got No Place
To Be
That’s Why I’m Starting With
Me
(Starting With Me!)

I’m Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I’m Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Ooh!)
And No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)

I’m Starting With The Man In
The Mirror
(Ooh!)
I’m Asking Him To Change His
Ways
(Change His Ways-Ooh!)
And No Message Could’ve
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make That . . .)
Change!

I’m Starting With The Man In
The Mirror,
(Man In The Mirror-Oh
Yeah!)
I’m Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make The Change)
(You Gotta Get It Right, While
You Got The Time)
(’Cause When You Close Your
Heart)
You Can’t Close Your . . .Your
Mind!
(Then You Close Your . . .
Mind!)
That Man, That Man, That
Man, That Man
With That Man In The Mirror
(Man In The Mirror, Oh Yeah!)
That Man, That Man, That Man
I’m Asking Him To Change
His Ways
(Better Change!)
You Know . . .That Man
No Message Could Have
Been Any Clearer
If You Wanna Make The World
A Better Place
(If You Wanna Make The
World A Better Place)
Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change
(Take A Look At Yourself And
Then Make A Change)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Oh Yeah!)
Gonna Feel Real Good Now!
Yeah Yeah! Yeah Yeah!
Yeah Yeah!
Na Na Na, Na Na Na, Na Na,
Na Nah
(Ooooh . . .)
Oh No, No No . . .
I’m Gonna Make A Change
It’s Gonna Feel Real Good!
Come On!
(Change . . .)
Just Lift Yourself
You Know
You’ve Got To Stop It.
Yourself!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
I’ve Got To Make That Change,
Today!
Hoo!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Got To
You Got To Not Let Yourself . . .
Brother . . .
Hoo!
(Yeah!-Make That Change!)
You Know-I’ve Got To Get
That Man, That Man . . .
(Man In The Mirror)
You’ve Got To
You’ve Got To Move! Come
On! Come On!
You Got To . . .
Stand Up! Stand Up!
Stand Up!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Stand Up And Lift
Yourself, Now!
(Man In The Mirror)
Hoo! Hoo! Hoo!
Aaow!
(Yeah-Make That Change)
Gonna Make That Change . . .
Come On!
(Man In The Mirror)
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know It!
You Know . . .
(Change . . .)
Make That Change.

seconds hours so many days
you know what you want but how long can you wait
every moment lasts forever
when you feel you’ve lost your way
what if my chances were already gone
i started believing that i could be wrong
but you gave me one good reason
to fight and never walk away
so here i am still holding on

with every step you climb another mountain
every breath it’s harder to believe
you’ll make it through the pain
weather the hurricanes
to get to that one thing
just when you think the road is going no where
just when you almost gave up all your dreams
they take you by the hand and show you that you can

you can go higher
you can go deeper
there are no boundaries
above and beneath you
break every rule cause there’s nothing between you and your dreams

with every step you climb another mountain
every breath it’s harder to believe
you’ll make it through the pain
weather the hurricanes
to get to that one thing
just when you think the road is going no where
just when you almost gave up all your dreams
they take you by the hand and show you that you can
there are no boundaries
there are no boundaries
there are no boundaries
no boundaries